Did I Let Go ?

More often in life, when we are faced with an overwhelming crisis, we question god. Yes, we question him as to why this is happening to me .... Me of all people who has done so much and who has been so loyal to God ... When its clear as daylight that the world is full of sinners worse than me who are living life in a far better way than me ... Then the question in our minds is justified ... "Why Me Lord ?"

I'm ashamed to say, that I have asked this question many a times in my life. And I probably might do it in future as well. But the real question is to find out why we are asking this question again and again in our lives .... Why we feel compelled to ask this question from the one person who holds our very lives in his hands .... The only true god who loves us most .....

To answer this question is to do some soul searching of our own ....

God's love is abundant ... It flows through and around us at all times ... in all directions ... I'm sure you agree with me on this one ... But yet, the question remains , why don't we feel loved ?

There are 24 hours every day ... out of which we are busy with our very lives and this never ending fight for survival night and day ... We are always in a hurry, always panting, always searching ... even when we are drinking our coffee, we either browse through e mails, or work .... We want to be connected at all times to our phones, e mails face book or what not ... because we don't want to miss out on anything ... and then where is time for god ?

God has sowed his grains of love around us and is waiting for us to harvest them. Yet, do we have the time ? Do we at least take half an hour ( If you calculate, this is 0.12% of our day ) to spend with this one person, whose love has the power to change every gloomy night which we experience ?

This is what I realised and confirmed ... When i open up to his love ... When i take that time to pray and to experience his divine love in his arms ... Everything else falls into perspective ... The shades of gray which has blinded us, lifts and opens our eyes to a world of possibilities. This is the love which we need to make it through each day of our lives ...

So the question is ... Did God Let Go Of Your Hand ? ... Or Did You Let Go of His Hand ? ... In the answer to this question lies your salvation !!!

Praise be to God and may you have a blessed day !!!!